I don’t trust you
I mean
How can I
Watching you fall head over heels
Without even knowing me
Oh honey
That’s cute and all
But let me tell you
I snore
I’m jealous
Messy
Confused
Confusing
So what’s wrong with you
Why would you sell your heart
So quickly
So cheap
I haven’t even used my script
Played my game
Proved myself
I barely had time to
Overthink this
Doubt my worth
Question mixed signals
Blame your star sign
How dare you be
So consistent
So early
Too early
Telling me you want this
And acting accordingly
I mean
That’s not how this works
Is it
Something must be wrong
Trust me
You created a story
Made up a woman
And whatever she is
I’m not
So can you please stop
Romanticising my flaws
When I say I don’t cook
I mean it
Give me a cup of noodles
And I’ll burn it
Ask me to keep something
And consider it
Lost
Sure it was nice
To feel seen
Heard
Wanted
Loved
Did I say loved
Sorry
I didn’t mean it
That would’ve been too soon
Good thinks take time
Don’t they
Love doesn’t get to be this simple
Does it
It takes detours
Misinterpretations
Disagreements
Right?
Right
See?
Believe me when I say
This you and me
Is just way too easy
Too effortless
Too good
Not to be true
Sydney, April 2020.